Like the drug dealer I am, I had to take cash out of my account the other day for my parents. It was a pretty obscene amount... they had to compare signatures, I had to answer questions I had no answer to. Anyways, I walked out with my envelope full of money. A serious though laid in my mind... I could take this and run. I could have run away to ( Read more... )

Ok, a little update ( Read more... )

Yup, a second post for today.

My trip to Maine really oppened my eyes to the changes that need to be made in my life. My house is a wreck, my father is a mess, and my mother is hanging on by a thread and a prayer. Things need to change, and really I am the only one who can act as a catalyst. I have some things in the works that I dont wish to reveal ( Read more... )

My dad's slow death march is becoming tiresom. If, god forbid, he had some unfortunate accident and broke his leg we would no longer be able to take care of him... then we could put him in a home and see him once, maybe twice a week. That would just be unfortunate... yeah. You know, when someone has a stroke of this degree, they usualy die... we ( Read more... )

This can't be real... or is it?

I haven't updated in a while, and I'm not going to... ha! "I'm so self destructive I'm about to blow! You want me to come home? Why dont you come to the show!?" I just made that up. OMG I am sooo talented! My skin looks like shit today. Fuck ( Read more... )

I do have a job at H&M that I love. What I do not have is enough hours. ...yes I am making more per hour than at my previous job, but it doesnt mean much if I am only working 2 days a week. WTF! So, I am going to seek a second job. But, whoa! Aparently I signed a contract stating that I would not work with any other clothing retailer while employed ( Read more... )

So, my dad is in the hospital. And of course, when shit happens that isnt about me I like to pretend its not happening and let everything stir inside until it reveals itself as a binge/purge episode while watching sex and the city. Fun, whatever. Now my fucking knuckles are all skinned up. Pfft, I fucking love my life. Now I fucking look like a ( Read more... )

Oh god I am lame... and I dont take my own advice. Not slick... sooo not slick. Oh well ( Read more... )

A friend wants me to join her band... a band of robots. yup. I dont play. Yeah, so I guess I'll just be the living art? Fuck, I can do that ( Read more... )