i hate where i am right now...i try avoiding this place, but i keep coming back to it. no matter how much i pretend, no matter how many different fronts i put forth...i can't escape myself, i can't lie to myself, which sucks...i really wish i could. i hate that i'm so vulnerable, i'm so weak at times...but i can't help it, it's just who i am. i don
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