WARNING: Though I don't think I am, as my bad mood has a backing, those who easily and thoughlessly label things 'emo' shouldn't read the following ( Read more... )

God I hate when you're right, Dien.

Though I've gone to sleep happier before, this morning has gone smoother. My bad night can be blamed on Ian (though I say this now without anger, but mischief), so any who know him are free to kick him in the shins in the name of Zan. Nyahahaha ( Read more... )

God I'm lonely. Story of my life. Story of the rest of the world too, I know.

I just needed to say it.

Like most of you know, work on the 20th was...interesting ( Read more... )

You never feel more nerdy than when you're trying to explain to a group of people how you've been looking for a good MMO for years to feel connected with friends again. I could go on and on about it here, about how a virtual avatar allows you to feel (if only remotely) like you're physically with friends that you haven't seen in ages, but I won't ( Read more... )

Lolz, this is what I get for reading an OBE author's online book. He said that, ever since he supposedly starting having OBEs he's also experienced a lot of personal psychic phenomena and all that. Bouts of telepathy, precognition, etc. Well, I've been practicing OBEs lately (because I'm bored and I live in Iowa, what do you want from me?) and so I ( Read more... )

Well, for the past two days I've been trying to induce OBEs (Out of Body Experiences). Also known as 'astral projection.' It lets you know how absolutely batshit Iowa is making Zan. I'm just going to make a log of things that happened for those who care and, well, for myself should any success ever come of it ( Read more... )

Today feels incredibly odd. I really can't pinpoint what it is, but perhaps it's just the heat that comes along with the power of spring setting in. There's a charge to the air that you can tell is refreshing and alien and yet it belongs. It's one of the bonuses of living in Iowa, I suppose. You really feel the change of the seasons like I never ( Read more... )

Alright everyone, put on your emo caps. Zan is in a bad mood ( Read more... )