Because Sekai did this and, well, she's the only one that reads this damn thing anyway. So I don't know why I'm acting like I'm addressing an audience. MAYBE BECAUSE I'M A ROCK GOD ( Read more... )

I crave reciprocation.

Well, after going out for some Mexican (the food, not the females) last night, I picked up the movies Rent and Lady in the Water. The former off of recomendation from a close, close friend of mine and the latter from my own interests. Lady in the Water? Well, it was definitely good. It wasn't exceptional like I expected a film from M. Knight to be ( Read more... )

If you continue to do what you so adamently have asked me not to, this won't go on much longer. Whatever illusions you have that I need to be on your "good side" need to disolve, fast. Ask Dien, ask anyone I actually care about. The only thing that has kept me on Main is friends. These being friends I'll still have when I go back to Subs. Each ( Read more... )

I'm writing this out of suggestion from a friend, from a friend who I've come to trust with a lot more than simple advice as of late. There's a lot that's happened to me since my last update and I don't honestly know if I get it down with any coherence. But I'll try. Why not, right ( Read more... )

I don't know, I wanted to have something specific and straightforward to talk about like I did last time, but...eh. I'm just talking to Mike about something that happened to me a few days ago, something that Dien actually had talked me past (thanks again man, I would have gone to sleep miserable if it weren't for you) and I decided to just give a ( Read more... )

I'm exhausted. I'm exhausted from the constant storm of unappreciation. There's a reason God, or Fate, or whomever you chose to believe in, makes you go through pain. Well, that's presumptuous. My spin on it? It's so, when the light comes, you can see it that much brighter. I feel bad for people who have to deal with harsh break ups, especially ( Read more... )

To breathe is to waltz a glade that breathes only twice and falls to blackness, to time. Short spans of gold, twining, spinning spindles of lilacs and copper; these are the shell of the lion with the blood of a prince and the heart of a cobra. Question not that which questions yourself, but give in to suggestion and the truths that shields and what ( Read more... )

I had another feeling tonight like there's something big, something important that I'm supposed to be doing. That I will be doing. It always seems to come after reading over a good book or watching a good movie. Is that just creative inspiration? Is that just my mind running away with what it wants to be true rather than what is? Perhaps, just ( Read more... )

Well, it's been an eternity since I've updated my LiveJournal. Though very few read it before, I've no reason to care anymore than last time about that. So let the venting begin ( Read more... )