My life went from fucking boring to ummm well to not boring in just a few seconds. I started working and i Love it. (I say that now) Everyone is easy to get along with and i see some familiar faces daily so that is a bonus. I get a fantastic discount. Oh the things i will buy!! First im buying a car stereo and a camera oh and a new cell phone, and ( Read more... )

There was this one time when I had this incredible boyfriend. He was such a romantic. Would write me poems and songs. We had a wonderful time. But our time had to end when i decided to move. The relationship was cut clean, with no looking back. He wanted it that way. He didnt want to see the love diminish and fade into something it was never meant ( Read more... )

if you are asking me that cuz im looking at you with a confused face; do not be alarmed. It happens often. i just received a call from a Larry. He is like hey, Edith. This is Larry. :::silence::: remember from the other night. ::: silence::: (now i could chose to play along and say oh yeah how are you. but i was sleepy, so...) you dont remember me ( Read more... )

i feel i lost something, but i dont know what.

im taking steps for improvement, but i dont see any results.

im in a funky mood.

im contemplating strangling certain memories.

its possible.

Life is such a tease!

Im done.

I remember saying this before. I probably did im so forgetful.

i want to stop drinking.
what is it gonna take for me to do that?
i hate drinking. i act stupid and it melts away my money.
i drink to help me with my insecurities.
no one is gonna want to play with me.
the only time i see my friends is when we go out to drink. : (
i have no self control.
Help.

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Once upon a time not too long ago there were two fabulous capricorns named Sperin and Speed. They decided to travel to a magical gathering full of musical talent, competition, hotties, and yummy beer. the caps had a blast drinking before the sun went down ( Read more... )

i had a very eventful day yesterday. the whole day proceeded as if it was a dream. Cloudy Full of potatoe peelers, cleaning a shed, coffee makers, a very funny biochemistry sales clerk, the drive to get the smelly good sweater, a maddona look alike ... wooo Good day ( Read more... )

I dont know how, or what are the steps. but i have a feeling it goes something like this.

1.Denial
2.Sorrow
3.Fear
4.Anger
5.Bargaining
6.Acceptance
7.Dealing with it

im between step 4 and 5. most of me is on step four but im dipping my toes on five. : )