the shortest relationship i have ever had just ended. it ended through the internet. i got a message on myspace. y did it end? another girl. he chose another girl. oh well what ya gonna do. im a big mess. my head hurts from crying. and i get so mad at myself everytime i think about him. i really thought he was "the one" god that sounds so stupid ( Read more... )

when i become a girlfriend i mean it all. i put my everything into it. and i take my boys words to heart always. but what happens when you get home and you get this message from his ex saying that your new boyfriend has been cheating on you. things between us has been a bit odd, but god i dont believe it. im hurt and i feel like dying but i cant do ( Read more... )

there is this really good line i heard once from watching smallville it was the episode when he discovered that he had x-ray vision. and at the end of the episode he asks his mom "what would you do if you discovered you could see everything?" and she answered him "i would learn to close my eyes" and that is so how im feeling right now. i know lame ( Read more... )

i lost control.

surrendering cuz i trust.

forgetting cuz i love

hoping for the best

im fucked!!

Im so happy. I dont know how else to say it. Im so lucky! and i havent been able to get this mushy Matt Nathanson love song out of my head. Sigh ( Read more... )

go see!!!!!!!

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/baddesignride.html

is this really happening?
is it really possible?
this isnt normal.
i like not normal.
i guess we will have to see where this goes.

Father walks in to the living room where all 4 kids are watching the news ( Read more... )

i had the best day yesterday. i saw erin get a tattoo and ate peter piper pizza saw really good live music. i saw Eve's apple and new horizon.i dont know what my favorite part was. Was it buying diapers? or the never ending cheers? The most memorable is definitely a certain friend hanging out of the car puking on Edgemere while i held on to her ( Read more... )

My mind has not rested, its been thinking about the same thing. I always think too much. that is all im gonna say about that cuz.. whatever so yeah. ummm ( Read more... )