Goin on, as though i never existed in his conscience. Invisible. And after being misunderstood to an extreme beyond my own perception. Pretty sure there is no equation, there is no reason, no legitemate conclusive reason for being expelled so suddenly. And in his need for comfort I worried. I cared, all day my stomach in knots. Compassion, passion ( Read more... )

So, in the midst of being set aside so to speak, modestly, Im not sure I have come to any conclusive or insightful or thought provoking or life altering epiphanys or even decisions. Ive only become slightly more in tune with my identity. One which I have clearly ignored in its most positive light, and betrayed by not believing in myself enough. ( Read more... )

To delete all previous posts before the last ( Read more... )

To love someone so much, even when they have made it so clear, they know me not at all....this love hurts. so bad ( Read more... )