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[un_aria]

This journal is deticated to a very personal journey, and only people with the same struggles will be able to (hopefully) watch my progress.

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[michelle0818]

Who is the brunette on the right? He looks incredibly familliar..

[un_aria]

William Beckett from The Academy Is... :)

Like, some of the best hips in the world. lol

[michelle0818]

aha!
I love him. Your right, he does have rad hips. I'm partial to the boys with big noses(adrian brody) and defined jawlines(Like mr.gorgeous hips)
Its my weakness.

[un_aria]

=]

I love hips... did you see my thinspo pics?
Gaw, between William and Craig... sheesh... I don't even know. So hot. lol

[xlessthanthisx]

add? saw you in weightlessdolls. i just came back to lj too. also 24 && similar weight. ♥

[un_aria]

Omg yes! So hard to find people similar to me.. so tell me about you :)

[xlessthanthisx]

hmm. well i'm at the highest weight i've ever been except when i was preggers (i have a 3 year old daughter), which is currently 210 lbs (i'm 5'4"). its really frustrating because not too long ago i was around 180 and a good fast could land me around 160/165.. now that seems so far away. i usually set too high of standards or too strict of plans and end up failing which leads to b/p'ing. weighing this much has kind of scared me straight and set me back on track though, i'm afraid if i don't do something i'm going to get to a point where it's too hard to turn back. i've already noticed how much more difficult it is to go out and exercise, and how much easier excuses are to come up with. anyway, that's me. what about you?

[un_aria]

I had a cyst, it was huge, but now I am trying to get back to normal. I was 275 before the cyst was removed, right now I am 255, my lowest ever was 173... I am 5'6.5, and I'm restricting again. I just unpacked all my old stuff, and found a bunch of anorexic related things.
PS: I'd kill to be 210 right now... ha ha