I had this really weird dream. I was being taught by some loud intellegant person...but I never saw the person I only heard his voice. And kept telling me these huge abstract ideas that were amazing but hard to grasp and I felt really shakey I was trying to fathom and understand everything he was telling/showing me. Then, he tried to relate it back ( Read more... )

Hello journal. I have determind myself unstraight. What exactly does unstraight mean.. well good question. I will be looking for the answer at some point. As for now I am too busy and too lazy. But I just determind I am not really attracted to boys or girls so I could not determind myself bi or gay or straight so I am unstraight. So un can either ( Read more... )

SO I am not very good at this whole journal thing. The problem is I am waiting for something really interesting to happen... because I think my life is entirely awesome so if I wrote all the time it would just be like life is so great I ate lunch today mmm. ANd I mean I would be entirely happy with that.. but then I am like what kind of a journal ( Read more... )

Well today was the last day of spring break. Overall it is a WONDERFUL exuse to have a week off school. I did a lot of lazing around, but in addition to lazying around I went on a 4 mile hike with four friends. I went cliff jumping which was incredibly fun. It was such a hot day, but the water is still really cold (as expected) so cold that after ( Read more... )

With each breath taken my lungs thank me. (soft sighs.. thank you...... thank you...... thank you) They are starving for air and I give them a small taste and then just as they begin to enjoy it, I take it away. They long for more. I slowly take it in. Teasing them as much as possible and more. Although they want it they are almost happy I don't ( Read more... )

St. Patricks day seems like such an odd holiday but any reason to hang out with friends and have a good time if fine with me I suppose. So just met this boy Jordan. Well, no I didn't just meet him I infact met him quite a while ago but we have never hung out outside of school before. But it is st. patricks day, and we planned to hang out! I could ( Read more... )