My life is starting to look up, I hopefully have the job at the Bay which is fine with me...and I have started my online math course finally now I am just waiting for my textbook to arrive so I can complete my assignments. I also have gotten accepted to one of the colleges that I applied to so that makes me feel good. even if it is my last choice ( Read more... )

I sit here on my bed at 1 48 in the morning unable to sleep, and so I write ( Read more... )

I sit here staring at the open message box ( Read more... )

I made a mitch box...I put everything of his and that reminds me of him into a big box. It was one of the hardest things I have had to do ( Read more... )

I finally had a job interview today...I have been looking for a job for almost a month now. Its for a job at at montesory school so I get to play with little kods all day. I really hope i get it. It would mean I would be working 5 days a week from 9-6 but I have nothing else to do and I need the money ( Read more... )

i am not going to let others bring me down any more.
I am done with all the shit...I am done with thinking about others because that seems to get me nowhere.
I am tired of this place...i need to get away
Somebody take me away!!

Well another summer is coming to a close, it won't be long before everyone goes off on there own adventures. I really don't know whats going to happen with my life but I am not as scared as I used to be. I fully believe that whatever happens is meant to happen and I will adventually find my calling in life. Everyone acts like if you don't have ( Read more... )

Saturday I am off to Bahamas with krystal, mitch, and chris it should be a very good time ( Read more... )

I am so bored. I am at work sitting here doing nothing. oh well i guess i am getting paid 10 bucks an hour for this. Full-time is harder than expected, its longer than a school day. my pay check will make it all worth it ( Read more... )

Well I haven't updated in a while. I have now graduated from high school which is weird because i never thought i'd be at this point in my life. I don't want things to change, i don't want everyone to go on there separate ways. But i suppose that is what has to happen, I'm taking a year off to work and clear my head, who knows what else. Mitch is ( Read more... )