Another sleepless night, and screaming phone messages wondering where I was ( Read more... )

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Awful day today. Menacing gods afoot.
I was at work all day, and kept having to go into the back room to cry. I think I had a bit of a breakdown.  I had another anxiety attack last night followed by heavy crying. James, luckily was  there to comfort me a little. Thank you, Jamesie Poo. <3

I wrote at work, all day. To try and get some emotions out,  ( Read more... )

Alex's aunt died on Friday, from complications arrising from lung cancer.
I  haven't cried this hard in years.

Aunt Dana. We love you. So much. We all miss you. I only hope you are accepted into the light.

...I'm sorry, I can't write anymore.

UGH

FUCK FINALS!

I have so much work to do, and so many papers to write. At least school will be over in about 2 weeks and sick summer '07 can initiate.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHH

For the first time in a very long time, I feel fucking fantastic. On my way home from school today, I got lost in Coltsneck for an hour just blasting some fuckin' rock a billy and chain smoking while screaming. God, it felt so good to just... keep driving.

I had a revolutionary thought last night which ends in me going to Rutgers after Brookdale to ( Read more... )

Michelle just left to college on Monday but I missed her so much, I drove to see her Tuesday to have a sleep over. :D .  I love her school, Arcadia, the whole scenery is very relaxing considering it's a small campus with a lot of green and a most beautiful castle. Yes, a real castle with a grusome history.  Next time ( which I'm sure will be very, ( Read more... )

There's like, something going on with my right ovary. I've been in pain for about 4 weeks. I got my period about 2 weeks ago and it was fine, normal, but the pain remained. I made an appointment with the doctor for tomorrow at 2-30 and I just hope it's not anything serious. I of course went on Webmd.com and the like to perhaps match symptoms and I ( Read more... )

Despite Canada being amazing, on the train ride home, our entire group was randomly searched and a gram of cocaine was discovered in Danielle's bag. She was screaming saying it wasn't hers and that Ally put it in there. She was arrested and we were forced to leave without her. I'm skipping so many details and frames of the story, but their not ( Read more... )

I can't believe it's already Christmas. I just never felt it once this whole season.  
I'm so psyched school and finals are over. Me working my ass off this semester only got me a 3.5. I was a little dissapointed.

The family come over last night, the usual spanish shit. Today we all chilled out and opened presents. I got a few nice goodies, gift ( Read more... )