last night was horrible. i ended up getting into a fight with jordan and my parents. i left the house and went to jens then she got into a fight with her parents because she couldnt keep the kitten that she had gotten. then my parents were asses about not letting me keep the kitten at my house and have jen pay for it so that she was able to have it ( Read more... )

nothing to much going on here at the moment. things are good again between me and zile hopefully nothing will go wrong again. hopefully. i dont know. i really do like him, and i do want things to be kool between us and all. oh well i guess. i really do feel bad that he had to see the cuts on my arm. he shouldnt of. but i guess in the end it was for ( Read more... )

nothing to much going on here. i was surprised when wes came by out of know where to hang out till cami got home from doing laundry. anyways new scars tell a story on my wrist. hope things go well with me and zile if not oh well for me then. it was nice to talk with wes. i havent really got to talk to talk with him in a while face to face. i guess ( Read more... )

well today was movie day. i saw national treasure, sponge bob, and seed of chucky. they were all good. i went with amanda to the last two. anyways nothing to much more going on here. i would really like to know whats going on between me and zile, but who knows.

why me?
i hate my life.
things always going wrong.
me.
never able to fix them.
why?
i hate it.
i hate it all.
i could just hate about everyone and everything.
i was meant to be alone.

nothing to much going on. we had a fire drill and i saw Zile out there in the field with his class. i was goofing off and stuff and didnt really notice that he was there and that he saw me and stuff. i like his name. odd yes but still none the less. things seem werid between him and me today and i dont know why. i got my bookd from the book fair ( Read more... )

nothing to much going on here at the moment just getting to class and waiting for the lesson to begin but there is a little trouble with some of the computers. i guess i will talk later things are not going to be good in class today.

well it is offcial that i am going out with jerimah also known as zile. yea me!!!! i guess.

nothing to much going on here at the moment. i spent lunch with jerimah so i wasnt able to eat till i got to class. so i had a little bit of a choclate chip cookie then i hadsome cheesets thingys. now i am having a peice of candy. yeh for me. me just being board at the moment. wes came to school so now me and cami dont have to kick his ass which os ( Read more... )

the fair was wonderful. it was like a dream to me because i was all alone. but then i ran into angel and took her on a ride with me. then i found ryan making art on the sidewalk which i am going to go see hopefully tomorrow. i want to take a picture of it. when i walked back angel was done volentering and we hung out finding even more people to ( Read more... )