learning dreamweaver which really sucks at the moment. oh yea someone (philip) yelled out the car window at me. your an ass. Jerimah (i think i spelled his name right) had some food for lunch today and i ask if i could just have a couple of fries. well it kind of turned into a game. he decided that for every fry i was to eat i had to kiss him and ( Read more... )

nothing to much going on here just learning something that i just really dont want to learn called dreamweaver for web design. i hate it. it is just to confusing for me. well there really isnt to much going on here at the moment. just waiting for class to let out. i have the cell phone today so oh the joy. well, yea that certain person that i wrote ( Read more... )

well hello everyone. i didnt really get to go to my classes today because i had to go to my self-esteem class and then my acohol and drug abuse class. today was a good day exspecially after school. im not saying anything though. not yet anyways. and no it does not have something to do with jordan. anyways because of what happened i am going to be a ( Read more... )

today is not a very good day at all i guessi could say. someone broke jordans skateboard after 1st block, since he is so mad and upset i tried to make him feel at least a little bit better but i guess that didnt work at all. he just seems to scare me a bit when he is angry. he reminds me of an ex boyfriend of mine named Dovid. he seemed so nice ( Read more... )

homecoming was wounderful last night. i went with jordan it was fun. even though latter in to the night jordan and i were enjoying our selfs a little to much. lol. everyone looked really great in there really nice clothes last night. well i guess that is it for now, and no people, me and jordan are NOT going out.

well today in forth block i whited out and it wasnt to good at all. I am glad that i didnt end up doing anything stupid. but i didnt like what i saw when i whited out. i was sitting in a dark cold room with blood all around. i was cruled up in a ball sreaming and crying my guts out as i saw my other half shot my friends one by one ( Read more... )

jealousey is something that can change things in your life. May that change be good or bad. If that jealousey is over someone that you like and care for dearly then you may want to be careful to hoe far it will go; it could even go to the point that you are not able to control it. You could end up doing something stupid and not even mean to do it. ( Read more... )

the words razor blades ringing in my ears wanting to see my blood run down my skin, but hesitating for the only that i truly like. but does he really care? who knows. he could be lieing to me just like all the rest before him. Why must my life be all mest up like this? oh well. nothing and no one is perfect so i will just have to live with it.

nothing going on here at the moment. just chillin only had a cookie for lunch oh well not hungry today again.
cuts are getting better but i do say that i could use a couple more but i am going to try best as possibly and keep my promise to jordan and not cut or anything anymore.
byes for now

today in class a friend of mine asked what would i say if he was to ask me out. i ask if he still had a girl friend and he said yes. i said i dont know what i would say. maybe i really am truely cared for by some people out there more than i really think i am. another friend of mine took aways my razor blades. in a way that is good i guess. i guess ( Read more... )