holy shit...i forgot i had a livejournal. i read through it all...wow...i forgot so many things. things are so diffrent now. im with jet and love him very much. were getting married soon. im still best friends with jessica p...but i havent seen her in a lil bit. but ive made new friends along the way. in fact...who knows when ill come on here again ( Read more... )

Well, I'm sitting in guidance with Alex Mcmenemy...weve been friends like 8 years or some shit and well...we are listening to the new mindless self indulgence cd...it's niiiiiiiiiiice. I really like it, it's hot shit.and we are eating crackers. yummmmmmm, with chives ( Read more... )

I havent written on here in forever. I've been so busy ( Read more... )

Brian has told me he has loved me everyday for half a year. who would have guessed that when Lauren came around that he would confess that it is all a lie, that everytime i looked in his face and everytime we laughed and everytime we went to sleep that it was all a lie. I did everything to show this boy that i loved him...and he lied.

I feel so ( Read more... )

We never get along. sometimes we really do. it is so hard. so hard isnt the word. Ive been spending alot of time with my friend amanda. we got caught joyriding...we stole her car...she has no liscence. fuck. it was fun while it lasted. she is a good kid. i like her. ive been hanging out with shea petterson alot lately. he is such a sweetheart. he ( Read more... )

I fucking hate you. You spent all your time at carpenters in a fn room with becky when u should be with me. fuck you, you fn lieing, cheating bastard. why am i wasting my time? i thought you were diffrent, i thought wrong. what are you hiding, something i know. I dont fn trust you. i dont fn know you. i wish i didnt know you. Tommorow we have no ( Read more... )

Me and Brian fought for 4 hrs last night. I dumped him, but it did'nt last long. He has a way of dragging me back in. I only got 2 hrs of sleep and I went to work. god, I was so tired. but some guy bought me a sprite b/c I have "nice eyes". mhmmmm i dont give a fuck, I got my sprite. YEA. I just did some fuckin schoo work, now I'm gonna go 2 Brian' ( Read more... )

I am about to go to work. God, I hate routines. I have been so busy. And really pissed off. But I have also been the saddest I think I ever have been. Nothing is going right. School blows cock, I cant concentrate. Any time I think me and Brian are ok, it gets fucked some how. He's been alot...diffrent lately. A good diffrent, but I dont know. I am ( Read more... )

I have made a new awesome friend named Corey. he is a good kid and as scenster as they come. haahaa. um...me and Brian are not ok. We did'nt even look at one another today. God, I havent posted in here in forever. I've been so busy. I got a new job at Winn dick me. I mean Winn Dixie. It's ok..I'm a cashier and I make tips! I've always made tips ( Read more... )

I figured I needed a change...so i made a new journal. yay for changes. Me and Brian are so much better for a while I didnt think we were gonna make it, but we pulled through. I guess people that love each other do that. Me and the home life are great. And my job at Hot topic is pretty nice. I like it alot. I get to work with a bunch of kids that ( Read more... )