i am ready to go to war at school.
lets go!

ask me anything.
anything at all.

i'm up.
i'm awake.
i'm enthusiastic.

what can you do?
can't drink yourself into bed anymore.

i have a new reinforced ally in the fight against nighttime headaches ( Read more... )

i went out to see "saw" again with stephen ( Read more... )

i sat in the dark in my room for the longest time and opened the windows. i moved the curtians and looked at the stars for the longest time. it was meditating. in those few minutes, the cold air took some of the tension from my neck that has been a great distraction for some time now. then i continued onward, studying for ap world history test ( Read more... )

i really messed it up this time.
just sprained the ankle again while i was walking to german.
but that is not important now.

you wouldn't listen even if i told you.

i am going fucking nuts and i don't know why.
i am going outside and take in some cold air.
maybe catch a view.

what do i want for christmas?
what am i going to buy for friends & family for christmas?
who am i going to buy gifts for christmas?
when am i going to go shopping for christmas?
who will see before christmas?
what will i do before christmas?
whom will i kiss to complete me before christmas?

thats just a few of them.