everyone else thinks im beautiful
why dont you fall in love with me already?

unrequited love is a piece of shit.

and im supposed to love someone else.
fuck this.

'every little thing she does is magic'
but not to him!

loneliness on a tuesday ( Read more... )

Everything is alright.
Everything is going to be alright.
I am going to be alright.

Happiness.

I am no longer using AIM/Facebook/Myspace/Livejournal/etc. to talk to people until April 8th. Think of it like a Lent thing, but not, because I'm Jewish. If you need to get a hold of me, call the cell phone. Otherwise, don't look for me on the internet. It is my internet sabbatical!

I think I'm just going to have to settle for less than best.
I don't even want it. Not really.

Why are delusions so wrong?
For instance,
I've taken to the notion that instead of this whole... being at home with the she-devil being a reality, instead it's a REALITY show!
Called "Win your inheritance!"
With this in mind, it's become a lot easier to tolerate things, and do things her way, because it's all to win the final jackpot ( Read more... )

ITS.
MY.
BIRTHDAY!

Alright, I'll fucking go to class today.
But I don't want to!

Well, it's been a rather decent summer. Complete with the usual African tan, heart break, and , shitty cafeteria style camp food. Contemplating a summer without camp next year is going to be so surreal. Haven't spent a summer away from camp since ... I was probably 5? Insane to imagine, I know. I keep trying to think of what my "school goals' this ( Read more... )

I GOT IT.
I AM A FREE SOUL NOW.
(Not really, I had to come home at seven. How lame.)