i think i`m getting rid of my lj.. no one reads it no one cares anyway and it`s just a waste of freaking time.. not that i need that time but whatever i`m sick of feeling stupid for updating about stupid shit no one even wants to read or think about or care about just have to get over myself and get over life and everyone.. fucking just yeah ( Read more... )

..just going to have to learn to deal with my problems (which really aren`t problems at all lol just like bad thoughts and things everyone has ( Read more... )

..and i`m sick of it all
every word you ever said
every thought that crossed my mind
every wish i ever made
every promise you ever gave
every sorrow that i felt
every card that has been dealt
i just want everyone to go away
i want to finally be free
finally see the reality
of what is really in store for me..

well.. ive been so happy the past few days and it was wonderful i didn`t think didn`t wonder didn`t question anything thought i was getting better. but i was wrong because last night (at like 12 lol) and all today so far all i can do is think and feel inadequate and unworthy and it really sucks ( Read more... )

soo the family`s here.. fun stuff =] AND REAL FOOD HOLY SHITT!! AHHH lol ( Read more... )

last night i went to gabby`s house.. then we walked to richie`s house and hung out with richie greg james and evan.. hahah inttteeresting conversations =] I whip boys and i`m proud ! lol if a rapist asks if your a real girl you saay no.. richie peed on the freaking rock hahaha uhhmm if you were my gf you would bee soo whipped it would be awesome. ( Read more... )

hmm.. borderline personality disorder ( Read more... )

ahh i heart this song =] <33 ( Read more... )

not talking about my feelings to people is hard ( Read more... )

i agree with mk.. romance has disappeared ( Read more... )