I'm not one for the holidays. Days that many other people consider special really don't mean anything to me. My birthday is included among those holidays ( Read more... )

So it seems I'm in the middle of a deployment again ( Read more... )

The only time I can really feel my heartbeat, is when I'm wasted drunk. Otherwise, I'm an empty shell of a person ( Read more... )

So after so much time of not finding work and then submitting my paperwork for active enlistment last October, it is just NOW done processing. I've signed up for 3 years, and 22 weeks as a 94A (Land Combat Electronic Missile System Repairer). I'll be repairing electrical systems, my weakness as a 45K (Armament Repairer). I ship out May 5th to ( Read more... )

Unfortunately the mission in Austin didn't happen. So I'm still here, waiting on my paperwork to process in order for me to go back to active duty. It's still stuck at brigade.

It bothers me......

This last weekend's drill was uneventful and without any objective. All we have done for the last four drills was sit around and watch football. I hate football ( Read more... )

So here I am, in Texas. I am unable to find steady employment, and I am unable to go to college for the time being. I need income quick. So ( Read more... )

So staying in WA state is a bad move for me. I've already used up most of my resources, and connections, and have yielded no results. So, I will be moving my operation to Texas, the last free state. It seems that my skills are not in demand here. Several people are getting laid off, and a large portion of the populace is drawing unemployment. ( Read more... )

It has been AGES since I've logged on to Live Journal. I wonder if people still use and read these things. I read my last journal entry, and remembered who I must become. I must relocate the side of me that is cruel. Unfortunately, it's the only way I am able to draw strength. I am unable to do so any other way. I can't channel anything I have into ( Read more... )

Time is an interesting thing. It can cause you change, and ruin ( Read more... )