So many things have happened I've forgotten that I even had this site. Things are much different, rereading some of my posts I see that I made some ignorant choices in my past. Things have been so different in my life its hard to see the same person I was during those depressing times, and yet, once in a great while, I can still feel him there. ( Read more... )

It never takes long for me to reach disapointment. Nomatter how hard and how long i hang on to something, it always slips from my grasp. Perhaps, I grasp things to Gently, perhaps I am not filled with enough ambition. I seemed to have been born as if incomplete, a glass only half full of water. I seem to attract people, those who seek union, ( Read more... )

It seem sas thought i have started to successfully mend JD and Angel's relationship. I thought of the way to do it after observing there relationship for about a week. It seemed as thought JD was insecure about his standing with angel and was always more concerned about himself and paying bills then makeing his girlfriend and Fiance happy. I ( Read more... )

Today I cry to myself as my dearest friend does no longer answer my calls. So to you I write, and hope that you may one day read this entry and understand the difference you make. I have never told you this, because I never knew how quiet to say these things, but you were the only one who saved me. I want you to understand my devotion to you, and ( Read more... )

I know this is alittle overdue, but i just wanted to make a record, that on April 20th, I was very happy to have kissed Angel for the first time. It meant so much to me, seeing that I've had a crush on her for over a year, and found out recently that she felt the same way. I kiss her passionatly quite often now, but not in front of anybody, she ( Read more... )

For the last couple of days now it's been nothing but drama, my friend Angel gets upset because her boyfriend wants to go on a break, Rachel, Ernie, Mike and Holly are all having there little issues, mostly Ernie acting like a kid. At least when i had a problem with the situation i just left it be and went and seen the person that means alot to me ( Read more... )

Im actually shocked at how calm I have been. I'm kinda starting to miss working, but I can live without it for a little while. Hopefully ill be able to just let the checks role in from UIA. If thats the case, ill be quite happy to collect it for the next six months. This will also give me some time to spend with my friends. I surprisingly ( Read more... )

well, let me start by appologizing for my last couple of entries, nobody really cares that about what I have to say about being happy. On that note, I think that i am now officially going to be unhappy with another issue in my life, I seemed to have lost my job, its not guarenteed yet, but it's pretty obvious. I just don't understand why as soon ( Read more... )

After I took Angel home, I stayed around for alittle while, well, because I enjoy her company. Well, while I was there, the reason I took her home early was so she could feed her poor kittens. These poor things have just reacently lost there mother and its been very difficult to feed them, the things have gotten so hungry that they almost claw ( Read more... )

Im not really understanding what kind of pull i have on girls. To be honest, i have a really hard time getting girls to give me a chance in the first place, but it seems that when they do, they go nuts over me. My last girlfriend Shayna, i dated for about 6 months off and on, but after about the first week, she was hooked to me i guess. She was ( Read more... )