as always the positive power takes over me again...
it never leaves me nor does it let me fall down to its' enemy 
but i've been CLOSE to letting that one last finger slip off and it was my fault

my life motto "everything happens for a reason" 
it does, it has, and always will

today i sit here with a smile on my sensitive face
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a force greater than i’ve felt thus far pulled me out
outside into the same back yard i’ve said prayers, 
cried for hours on a cold cement floor, 
made love in, 
seen life pass in, 
danced in the rain while watching the rainbow appear, 
and the spot where i fell inlove with the sky.

its always been there for me
it's my holy ground
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and you WERE a disease from the minute i met you

thank you for contaminating me with IT and making me sacrifice and waste my life for 10 month

i guess in the end we truly are simply robots

: )

i have sinned

am i too lost to be saved ?

return to me salvation

i tried to kill the pain.... but only brought more

as im  sitting with crumbs of evil lingering around in my confused mind there isn’t one pure star willing to direct me towards a shooting star 
followed by whispers of blessings

BUT DONT WORRY!

ill save myself

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from the ripples in my hips to the tingle in my lips

i have come to the year where i can FEEL a change coming my way

a DEEP change

i can breathe IN MY synchronicities leading up to it

and it fills my SOUL

like an unmatched euphoria

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i've always believed to be seeing lights' reflections

but today i realize it's beyond that general excuse

my excuse

the ( Read more... )

Dear leyla,
Here is your horoscope
for Thursday, November 30:

Something's been on your mind. Go ahead and put it out there. 
The time is ripe for fresh starts and initiatives. 
The bolder the better, say the stars. 
The success of your first steps leads you to even bigger moves.

~*~


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SWEETHEART
 just

P ! R ! E ! S ! S !

against me and shoot the best booster you know of into me!

im in a dry spill through both mind and spirit and im longing to reach this new awakening...realm.

thrill me!

excite me!

pick me up and show me the last breath on this planet and ( Read more... )

i'm laying face up in fetal position in the womb of this planet, attached and receiving nourishment through the vibrant full moon. 
i wish to be reborn into another womb, another planet....but that shall take a few more years of patience. 
you conventional slaves! i can't surrender myself to you, i am deeply sorry.
 but you have my most genuine pity

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