too much rockstar energy drink, not enough meaningful conversation.

i miss tugboat.

"Time is an illusion, an inconsequential shift as the continents drift, but my confidence was crushed and I miss you regardless.
" mw/oY

life the past few years & the unprecedented gifts the future will provide...plzzzz.

free cuddles

This is the story of the boys who loved you ( Read more... )

They mean i like the way you make me feel.

Its not as if i don't like you it just makes me sad whenever i see it.

And, I'd be lying if I said all of this
made even the slightest fragment of sense to me
That's frail... Simply put
I don't know what happened, or what's still happening
I literally feel like I'm teetering on the blunt edge of my sanity

i know why some things happen, but i still think about them constantly. Sometimes when they're issues I don't have the answer for I get stuck wondering about the various possibilities for them but when constantly examined and simplified it helps me to realize the answers do not really matter. Its hard to understand human behavior, love ( Read more... )

So its currently 2010, and i'm looking back on posts that are half a decade old. it's interesting to see the change in my personality, my wording, and perspective. ...pre graduation, pre getting drunk, stoned, trashed, faded, throwed and other random synonyms for intoxicated. Ive decided im a much happier person, which is excited because it seems ( Read more... )

the ability to let that which truly does not matter, slide?

my want.

and

manufacture inspirado ... practice self expression in as many ways as possible.

my resolution.

i laugh to myself it gives me hope :)