well, she doesnt agree with my decisions but when has anyone ever listened to the angels on their shoulders.  if only i could have something as pure in my life.  i could.  i know i could.  i just have to make the effort.  distractions come so quickly though, like storm winds blowin debris by my weakened body, clutching onto whatever foundation i ( Read more... )

it's been quite some time, hasn't it.  i must say, things seemed to be quite negative back then; so many dark places.  i think that your haitus was called for, albeit a bit sudden.  some things must be done quickly, like the removal of a band-aid.  if its done slowly, god knows what kind of pain you could endure.  and now im back.  where do you run ( Read more... )

dont you dare talk about "The next thing" you stupid fuck. like you have any idea. you follow trends years after they've been extinguished and have absolutely no social identity of your own. you're a fucking nothing. you'll always be nothing. dont speak out of turn.

"the next thing will be metal" god, you're an idiot.

shut the fuck up.

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I AM THE GNARLIEST PERSON EVER!

HEROIN!

disgusting nip

telling the story of WATER TO ICE and ICE BACK TO WATER again.

god. im so ovs all you bitches.

a few more days...

ah, remember the clarity of her voice? the softness in the tone...the vulnerability in the way she whisper/sang those amazing words. do you recall the intimacy of it? how close we were, how clearly you could see and hear everything. and how fun it was to get there, getting lost, eating disgusting old mcdonalds, walking past a thousand scary ( Read more... )