I haven't updated in SO LONG ( Read more... )

Over the past month I've felt myself drifting away from myself like a cloud off in the distance. Recently this has manifested itself in constant weariness, a general malaise, and a complete lack of things to say. I've felt completely distanced from myself and other people. As always, the cause is murky. I can't tell if it's the lack of school, ( Read more... )

I am officially in the market for a new place. If anyone has any leads in that direction, please please please drop me a line.

As silly as it sounds, I feel like the heat and the upcoming reduction in school are causing something inside me that's been growing all winter to bloom. I'm not really sure what it is, just a feeling I guess, but it seems like I can see for miles. The world is larger and my reach longer ( Read more... )

Eighty year old man in blue business suit with American flag cufflinks: Do you have a military discount?
Me: No, sorry.
Old man: What's your draft number?

Made my night.

I feel alright...sorry if I've been neglecting people lately, I am really busy. I feel like I'm neglecting people, maybe I'm sensitive.

+500 dollar car repairs
+cleaning my ears till they bleed!
+6 month anniversary coming up!
+school is stripping me of all sanity!

Love to all

PS Should I go see the boredoms thursday or no? Twenty bucks???

I am very happy and grateful for all the wonderful people in my life. I am especially grateful for a talk I had yesterday with two friends, a talk I had been dreading. It takes very deep, dedicated, and compassionate people to really speak and communicate and make themselves understood under such stressfull and painful circumstances. I think ( Read more... )

What a great, odd, wonderful week it has been. Filled with the people I love and the things I enjoy. Weeks like these remind me about the joy of being a human; they make me humble and grateful that good fortune smiles so brightly on my person ( Read more... )

Ahhh, it's officially finals week, which means it's the end of my vacation in quite a short time. It makes me sad to think that I've gotten so much done over the past few months simply because I didn't have to go to school full time. I dunno, I guess that's the nature of things ( Read more... )

I'm predictable like the seasons. It feels like summer today! It makes me anxious for warm nights and swimming and slurpees and stupid shit like that. This day coupled with last night's short-distance road trip makes me feel pretty good about the season's prospects. Even though we only went up to sacramento, driving through central california ( Read more... )