it was time for a change.
so i made a new journal.
if you wish to continue reading my "daily ramblings,"
please add fashionfight.
as you all add it,
i, most likely, will add you back.

much love to all. <3.

signing out,
x||rebecca.

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i'm in a bad mood. a mixture of so many feelings. i can't explain it.
someone come over and cheer me up.

alright. i'm no longer pissed at anyone, and you better be glad. because now, rather than punch your lights out when i'm mad, i'll just fuckin' slice your head off with my new sword. that's right. i got a sword.


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i'm so pissed off right now. i'm seriously on the verge of tears. i'm about to go receive my fucking black belt, and everyone's mad at me. and my dad isn't even coming. instead, he's going to visit our mentally retarded aunt. he goes to see her every week. i think he can come see me for half an hour. he can leave early. i don't care. he could leave ( Read more... )

several pictures taken with my camera yesterday..


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holy shit. i just woke up and just this moment discovered that my dream is not a reality. what a fucking relief. i think i was actually crying throughout the dream. probably only lauren would appreciate this, but it's so difficult to explain that even she'd probably get bored. it was about queer as folk, and no you sick fucks...it didn't have ( Read more... )

today was AMAZING. clara picked me up around three o'clock and our ventures were as follows:

• clara's mom's office to get $$.
• gas station for slurpees and a full tank. i think i saw tina, that girl from the party last week. she was with some guy waiting to get slurpees after i finished.
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i feel like things are crawling on me. all over. and it's making me uncomfortable. my brother's asleep now, but earlier he was trying to watch tv in his room. however, neither of us have cable in our rooms and he broke the antenna on his tv so he doesn't really get any channels. i know he was kind of asking without directly asking if he could come ( Read more... )