i should probably say something to my parents about me being so depressed here... but i don't want to... cuz id make them worried and things would just get bad... but then what CAN i do? ARGH!
maybe you could tell your mom instead of your dad or something??? You said she seems more understanding and you really love her right now. Its true...they might get worried...but then...when don't they??? Might it make them more understanding about you coming back here because you need to be with the ones that care about you here??? I don't know...just throwing out ideas cause I love you!!!
I know how you feel (hance my second to last post). you don't want them to be worried or disappointed but you aren't enjoying yourself... but for once... aren't your feelings more important? I think you should talk to your mom.. at least talk to her first and maybe she can help you feel better or help you tell your dad or help you figure out a way to make yourself happy. She'll be there for you. if you need anything... let me know... I'm always around... and I'm goin through the same thing.
you are so right... but the catch is that my mom's in india and i can't have more than 10 minutes conversations with her every 3 days or so... and she only gets back on nov 21st... and then i'm already home for thanksgiving and then its winter break a few weeks later... i do'nt know...
and yes, i know you're around... thank you :) its actually a comfort knowing that you're there.. and feel free to call me to vent or just to talk as well. if i can't talk when you call me, i'll defintiely call you baclk. <3
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and yes, i know you're around... thank you :) its actually a comfort knowing that you're there.. and feel free to call me to vent or just to talk as well. if i can't talk when you call me, i'll defintiely call you baclk. <3
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