too much liquid. and enzymes. slowlly i pack. merry day. dayfly. voyeuristic hecklers. write, nay. i have to listen to change bought cd. street performer. T-token. tearable noetic. little too soft. with light cumes day. fletcher. creepy monster everywhere in this house. probably from attic, but many possibilities. duplexic noises. ( Read more... )

i just fixwed something with my creepy computer god. how the hell did i fix somethingon my computer? i can follow directions, and i clicked things but nomrally that just caues doom. bad doom. i destroyed solitaire and internet explorer before on my computer somehow. how did i fix internet? but otherwise im sticky and tired. mmmm, now i can ( Read more... )

stuck in hillside place. recount of my many deeds. headed south. and back. have new laptop. why cant i hijack wireless? childhood fears. rotting consumption. sisters nephrectomy in 3 hours. doom does not make it sunny and pleasant. late nite, time of done. snakes and minotaurs.

so im in cambrdige for next 19 days, then skokie week, then RLM training to learn how to be a better resdient life marauder. i thikn ill make that the enxt title. took tasha up to cape and massland. fun and surf and humidity and grouchiness and stuff and rotten fruit and sand and ice cream and stuff. now gonna watch artsy flicks with sis and ( Read more... )

so, 6.5 hours of travel left today via plane and car. then grandfather and father and cambrdigeness. 711 is almost two miles away! but they got a good rcky horror show weekly. tired. my sister won me a gay roger coffe mug. though i had to trade her a margarita cup for it. smash bang goomba. here is a new wonderful word: infandous. it is ( Read more... )

so i won cups. helped grandma at churchie ethnci food party. won crystal shtoglass, champagne and rainbow roger cup (traded my sister margarita cup for it). damn addictive dime toss. then wine and stigmata. drinkith of my blood. though his flesh tastes bad. sister kicked out of halfway house for datin. no drugs, no sex does not sound like ( Read more... )

summer heat just makes me not want to do anything. just stay in bed during hot sun, and read book and avoid outside world. silly world. youll always be there when i need it. so, i lent my sister my piece to use with her friends. and what does she go and do, but break the slide! well, i think it was one of her friends, but she is not good to ( Read more... )

mmmm, tasha

nd one key is messing up. well, maayabe 2. gues whcih? going to masssachuasetasa in aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ten days. beach, grandpa, aiaster. aaaaaaaaamaayabe go down the east caost a bit. getting aback with one week in skokie then rlm training. want to hear about the most vivid dreaam ive had in god knows how many years. its a week ( Read more... )

sleep patterns are totally screwed. i keep getting tired around 10 at nite or so, but by 3 im up to full speed. why is it that when things are wrong, there so much better? not wrong as in i kill u but wrong as in not supposed to as shameful, immoral, always told not too? is it merely the puritanical streak of antihedonism that was bred into ( Read more... )