i'm at work and i'm about to go nuts, so i'm actually writing in this thing. i'm kind of hoping no one really reads this anymore, because i was looking over my old entries, and i'm just a sad excuse for a person. no, really. i don't think i have ever in my life heard anyone whine as much as i do. and this was reaffirmed when my friend vall came ( Read more... )

is it sad that i wish i could just live my life working or doing drugs?

"if that's what you want to do, then quit wasting everyone's time and money."

why is he always right?

this disturbed me. you'll understand if you know me...

( slut- )

sooooo... i'm trying not to fall asleep right now, because i'm going to have to get to work on time so i don't lose my job. unfortunately, i'm quite hungover and i feel like i'm going to die. and i'm feeling sorry for myself, which is not really unusual, even though it should be. confession time! i'm so lonely. i haven't felt like this since ( Read more... )

god, you just don't know how fun this weekend was... not all parts, but overall, just amazing. i met this really cool guy last night too. unfortunately i talked to him pretty late, and missed my 8 o clock class. mmm, and something weird... my phone died last night, and it wasn't turned on until midday, which is when i got two text messages from ( Read more... )

( this means any of you )

i feel all sappy and emo right now... why do guys only want to fuck me? is that all i'm good for? because i'm seriously starting to think so. why did my tj leave me? and why is cole still waiting for me? i feel like such a loser.

( the song of my room )

blah blah freaking blah ( Read more... )

alcohol poisoning is a bitch.

i'm never drinking mixed drinks again.

dude, i just had the craziest weekend ever ( Read more... )