I'm almost going crazy after checking everything I have to do during this carnival holiday. But look! I'm editing some things in my LJ, downloading Arashi stuff (just can't get enough of them, help), listening to block b and........ doing nothing but think about what I'm gonna have for dinner. lol ( Read more... )

I'm going though a hard time. I'm feeling so lonely lately... but at the same time, I don't want to talk to people on twitter/facebook/msn/whatever. I miss my friends, but I don't want to talk to them. I want to go out with them, but at the same time.. I don't. what's happening?