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well yesturday was fun. I went to the crossings with Trina and Allie, then we left, then I went to the valley to see Cassandra, I thought nothing good was going to come out of it, but it ended up fine, and Holly, Calli (Calli and I are friends now, I talked to her about all the shit thats been happening lately to her lastnight), and I saw BRIAN ( Read more... )

I have such a bad hangover, hangovers suck asshole man, but anyways, was/wasnt a happy new years, it was because it was really fun most of the time, getting drunk, laughing at almost everything. it wasnt because I was dumped by Cassandra, but then I made out with Laura when I was drunk, and we were feeling eachother, why did we? because we were ( Read more... )

Part 1 -- The Basics ( Read more... )

Im updating for two reasons, because I would like to apologize for my last entry, I was in the worst mood ever, and just sorry. second; because I wanna say that it was probally one of my bipolar moments, I had one of those yesturday too. but very good thing, me and Cassandra are so much better, we were 'fighting' if you will, it wasnt really so ( Read more... )

Im gonna update for the fuck of it. even though I have nothing to put because all Ive been doing lately has been playing Halo 2 and Conker's Bad Fur Day. well I just wanna say I feel like shit right about now, and Ive been feeling that way alot lately, and fuck you.

I had such an amazing night with Cassandra, I saw Derek and Freddy for about thirty minutes. then I was with Cassandra for the rest of the night. shes so beautiful and wonderful. I love her lots, and me and her are now going out. amazing. today started off crap, I had cut again. =\. fucking shit. but then it got so much fucking better. especially ( Read more... )

Vinny is feeling better, Cassandra forgave him, which hes so happy about. he loves Cassandra with a passion. it all falls into place. its just how it goes. <3.

well Cassandra is definately really pissed off at me, and we are suppose to start going out on christmas which is tomorrow, but I dont think thats happening anymore. I definately think shes starting to not even like me, lastnight when I called her to tell her I was sorry, she wouldnt even talk to me. I mean, she has every right to be mad at me, but ( Read more... )

well, here I am, sitting, wondering. why did the fuck face that I am, whyd I fuck her over? you know? fucking, Im such an ass, and I deserve for her to not like me anymore. but I need her to like me. shes all I want. and Cassandra, I know youre reading this, so here I go, Im sorry Cassandra, I didnt mean to fuck you over, I dont know what become ( Read more... )