To retrieve passwords. That is all.

Pretty positive none of my old LJ buddies are still on here, or even have my account information still, chances are no one is reading this, and dear God I hope so, because right now I just need a place to write, to vent, to be annoying. I remember thoroughly abusing LJ for that before, and I think it's about time to re-hire my whipping boy, and ( Read more... )

I've written a couple of journal entries, published them only privately, for fear of failure. See, I have this thing, I hate being at the beginning of something, and when I fail because I'm a beginner, I continue failing, but privately, because it doesn't count as that big of a fail if only you know about it right ( Read more... )

On January 4th, 2012 a beautiful boy, Dennis Franklin Graves came into the world. He is my best friends son and my sunlight :) I love everything about him and want to be the best faux aunt this world has ever seen ( Read more... )

Today, I missed two calls from an old roommate. Who sexually assaulted me last december. I'm so not ready to forgive him yet. I don't want any part of him back in my life. I've gotten over it, maybe I even have forgiven him to myself. But I absolutely don't want to talk to him. Don't want him near me, don't want anything to do with him. That' ( Read more... )

So I remember typing all these...things...out was really helpful back then. So much has changed. And right now I desperately just need to get all of this emotion, out! I'm worried sick about my dad, and the only one who really gets that is my brother, and if I'm upset, he gets upset, but when he's upset he's grumpy and irritated, and there's no ( Read more... )

So earth day rocked! S.A.V.E. even got national ABC AIRTIME! on the discussion of earth day. w00t w00t! the puppet show was great, a lil kid invited us to his elementary school. our speakers were wonderful! it was just a great day! learned a lot about permaculture and when I move in with davey I really want to incorporate a lot of that. What a ( Read more... )

I don't know what's wrong. The past few days I just feel....depressed. I've been breaking into tears for no reason because I've randomly been thinknig my dad is going to die. There is no justifiable reason for this. I don't understand. I put life on hold and I just...quit. for no reason. I don't know what I"m even typing right now. I'm upset ( Read more... )

This is a survey from waaaay back with my answers then and my answers now ( Read more... )

lol, thanks to my good friend, dennis and the term "emo moments" I've had a lot of those this week. I think I finally pin pointed it. My best friend of two years is moving. Gosh I love that girl. This whole week I've been bringing up conversations of "back then" and "I was" and "we were". I think I'm really really going to miss that kid. I ( Read more... )