ok so this is what my schedule looks like for next semester ( Read more... )

Strangeduck88: you are growing up so much zachary ( Read more... )

i hate that i never really update my journal.. well not on a regular basis. and than when i do its hell of morbid and depressed sounding. i guess i should try and make a balance of happy and sad entries so i dont sound like im trying to get everyone to pity me and my depressed life. because it really isnt like that. my life is actually probably ( Read more... )

its days like this that just kill me.. the days where you sit and realize that your not living life true to yourself. it makes you feel worthless.

i want rachel to come home...

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everything is peachy fucking keen

no seriously it is!!!!

i pierced my ears

vanessa did it for me!!!

i love vanessa

i just dont know anymore...

sometimes things happen that you just wish didnt.

sometimes people say things that you just wish they didnt... like even though its the truth and they are being honest you would almost rather just live in denial about it. but your perfect immage is broken when its talked about. its like this fine seal that holds in ( Read more... )

when you look out the window of a moving car you see the perfection of the world. every tree and every stalk of grass exactly the same as the one next to it, but ever so slightly diferent. when the car stops in traffic you get a longer look at everything. your able to study it and get to know it better. you see that tree where people have carved at ( Read more... )