knowing that the person you love the most in the world loves you enough to be with you all night and holds you because you cant stop puking = the best ever!

i love you <3

i'm so fucking lost for words...

there are a lot of things that matter a lot to me in my life. and i guess this morning i was kind of faced with it. so i was going to stay home all day while my family went to my cousins house where a lot of my family will be. i just didnt feel like going. well my sister really wants me to go. i dont know why, all of our cousins will be there and ( Read more... )

so this weekend was utter bliss. it all started friday when i was bombarded with friends rushing into my house just after i got out of the shower. its great to be walking around getting dressed with like 6 friends there LOL. well we didnt even do anything that night, just kind of hung out in my room and listened to daniel and danny's radio show. ( Read more... )

sometimes i sit and think about how my life has changed over the years... its strange how it probably has changed more over the past six months than it has in the past 10 years. im not even going to continue writing this entry. i need to get another journal and make it private. bah! i just want to spill everything right into the little box... !!!

im so excited for this weekend. it was such a long week with school and what not... so this weekend is well wanted! YAY aimee is comming down tomorrow and thats gunna be fun to the max. the weekend will be filled with friends and being close with people i love. i dont know what were doing tomorrow night but i know we will be going to visit natasha ( Read more... )

look at me...
I'm falling asleep..
oop oop there i go...
night night
thanks
i love you.

it was so nice this morning to be able to leave my house and have a sweater on. im so excited were getting out of summer and into fall. i think this is going to be a good one... lots of being close with friends and huddling together to keep warm. sweaters and pants from now on! yay.

so lately ive been getting really tired i the middle of the day ( Read more... )

i hell of just slept all day long...

what am i supposed to take from everything that is going on. its so surreal... its so overwhelming.... but a good overwhelming. as much as this is making me afraid to go forward i am ready for it. i have to be. ive gotten so much closer to my friends lately and im beging to reolize that i really need them. if i didnt have them than i would have ( Read more... )