Where do i begin. Where did this go wrong. I feel so lost this time. Im in a place where i know nobody, and i have no-one by my side. I feel that this downward spiral, which has been spiraling down for a while may potentially be at its end. So much has happened since the last time i felt this way. There is no communication, all my feelings ( Read more... )

The days are short
the nights get longer
so much for this broken september
and the night i remember
walking out your door.

She builds her own satellite ( Read more... )

where has my head gone

Im usually very creative. As of lately, i have this feeling that my skills are leaving me. I really dont know what it is, but i just think somedays, "have i made the wrong move, in my career choice?" Im sure everyone feels that now and again. I dont know if its just stress, or something more than i can even begin to ( Read more... )

Where to begin...

i have decided to start a new journal, because i feel i have grown out of my old one. In the last 5 years i have changed very much about myself. Who i talk to, associate with, friends with, career moves, married life, and opinions. There are things in my life that have come to pass, that i wish i could go through again... im ( Read more... )