Does anyone read my journal still if you're reading this post something so I know i will only update if at least one person will read!

I'll surf this wave that came my way, I saw it coming a while ago but I side stepped and now it's back. Tides have a habit of fluxing, and I did't notice blindsiding was on the list.  I don't know if I want to fight a losing battle that I believe in, or fight a battle that I have no interest in, that I will inevitibly be pulled into. Words get put ( Read more... )

No, really, I fucking hate rain. I hate it so much. Nothing is worse then having the day off and coming home to jerkass bullshit like this. It's like "Ok sir, I'll just let you take everything I have to look forward to and let you wipe your damn ass with it ( Read more... )

Let us all look at things this way- a long time ago (not that long ago in other words) my moto used to be I love Hayte! Well I've changed since then, I was just confused and a product of mass media hot-pocket brainwashing and I was confused and angry at the world and every day was the same and it was boring, school was full of shit, everyone was ( Read more... )

The cool thing is that practically no one reads this, at all, and my lack of updates latly has probably dropped readership sharply from three to 1 1/2 or so. I have no time to update this right now, and I had been planning a very massive update (because this is entry number one hundred) but no time, never any time for myself and it is great, it's ( Read more... )

R.I.P
Switch
11/30/05

I had a dream I killed Kevin and it made me happy ( Read more... )

After a close encounter with death I'm going to get high and fall asleep. Cool.

I'm doing fucking awesome and I owe it all to my new found chemical balance in my brain. Lobsters are dancing, Wayne Static has made an amazing comeback, Slipknot is going to get their asses torn like they deserve to have happen at their own concert, I broke my skateboard, ordered a new one, and now I'm doing everything in my power to suck up to my ( Read more... )

I god damn fucking hate it when it rains. Everything seemed so unrestrained and healthy. I felt less in tune with apathy, more so then usual anyway, and have been wasting so much damn time with my kin that I almost forgot about this thing. But there's just too many somethings that piss me off, and I don't know how else to express my undying need to ( Read more... )