they just took everything i had away from me, everything, they took my self confidence, thats all i have and now im ready to just go, go wherever the fuck i want, i dont fucking need guidance anymore, i dont fucking need them anymore, i hope they find this, i hope they read it, fuck you. I hate you.

im 18 today wee

everybodys excited about ther new iPods, oooh, ahhhh, look at mee, i got an iPod, well i got a 15 inch powerbook, hail satan! I am the best that will ever live, ill beat up ali, he aint got nothing. I will challenge prnice in a game of ball, i can do anything!

next wednesday i turn 18. id like to see everyone i know at the show were playing that night to wish me a happy birthday and have fun? (im not sure if alot of yall even enjoy shows anymore or something, whatever) it would be really great and um, yes, id like tto see you all there ( Read more... )

first road trip this weekend, panama city. Im excited. Ill have a good time, its inevitable. I want to talk to lots of people soon. Get over my shyness. Zach Rivers, aquarium trip next week.

Life is wonderful, i love my friends, i love ashley, i love converge, i love how drama in my life is not drawn out and completely unnecessary, we apologize and move on, closer and better than before, i love knowing that i am looking forward to december extremely bad, i love the fact that we are playing with ED GEIN and REFLUX on Dec 2nd in PCB, i ( Read more... )

I hurt myself today ( Read more... )

LJ is boring

you know it is

ok, so, i got tagged

im gonna put this in an LJ cut so people who dont care dont have to read it

( 20 of the most pointless things in the world about me youll never want to know but are about to know )

we all just want to fuck

another one bites the dust
another one bites the dust
another one bites the dust

Hope and love, never lose either of them