im home alone tonight..my grandparents are in milwaukee.
&& i am a big baby.

i hate the fact i know exactly how i feel in some situations, & it kills me because im so sick of it. it should be to use, its a piece of my heart that will be there until im totally over it or until i get it.  
&& i just now realized what in other situations, & why i felt ( Read more... )

i`ve done absolutely nothing tonight. thanks to my grandmother. 
ugh.

and i have no idea what my boyfriend is doing.
at all.
i havent talked to him since like 7..and hes not answering his phone. its driving me crazy.

i am waking up tomorrow & leaving this house until sunday night.

im really fuckin bored, my grandma made me stay home today because i came home late lastnight.
she should be happy it wasnt like 2in the morning. 
i miss my boyfriend, i've only seen him once this week. i hate that.
ugh.
my stomach has hurt constantly for the past 2 days. 
&i miss andy & mando & them.

i really hope things dont change now, otherwise i ( Read more... )

i have one of the best boyfriends i've ever had. 
even tho we have alot of shit goin on, its just making us stronger. 
im going thru the bullshit for a reason, when i could just up & leave the hole situation. 
but i dont want to, because i think hes worth it.

lastnight me & eddie went to kenosha to see my brother, and we stopped at my moms on the way ( Read more... )

everything with him is amazing
the past 2 weeks have been pretty good...&& last weekend was fun as hell. && thank god tomorrows friday. i absolutely hate going to school, i really hate it. i need to get my grades up...butttt whatever.
last weekend, friday i left at 3rd period and went to eddies & fell asleep. came home for a lil bit and went back ( Read more... )

today i went with eddie after school...then went to shalyns & went to the mal with her & amber for a while, and came home and went with eddie again :).

im kinda bored and dont feel like getting ready for bed yet..
& myspace is being a douche.

shits going pretty good, besides my grandparents but thats a different story i guess.

butttt im pretty fucking ( Read more... )

dont think im leaving today....which is really really really gonna suck. 
buttt im guessing i need to get my grades up...

me & eddie went to see date movie over the weekend. it was funny

this weekend i am not being here.

no siiirr.

tonight i had to come home early, because lastnight i came home a lil after 1.
that suckssss.

&&now i`m sitting here....doing nothing but being bored.. waiting for my phone to ring.

sooo the other night me..eddie & his friend brad were on our way to my house at like midnight. and we're behind this business van that on the back said."any comments on my ( Read more... )

fuck you.

im happy :)

i always end up in the most fucked up situations with guys. ugh. 
valentines day can just suck it.....maybe.
yesterday made me happy. even though he kicked my ass in pool. 
its kinda weird how shit works out with me
i just have to wait && see i guess?