karmas a bitch.

&& i really will never trust a guy again.

school starts soon.
that really does suck

&& theres absolutely no one in my lunch.
ugh.

i really hope i get better grades this year.

&& looks like ima be walking to eddies alot after school this year. 
i hate walking.
but for him ok.

sopposedly we're going golfing today.
&& its raining.

my stomach hurts cause im thinking about school
i realy wish i wasnt ( Read more... )

me && eddie are good now. 
6 months august 19 <3
&& i adore him.

i think my baby cousin is possibly being born right now.
ava elizabeth mcnaught
i cant waiiiiiittt til shes here shes gonna be the cutest thing
rather than all my cousins who are all brats now i geta new baby

i left my cigarettes over at eddies today && im pissed
i didnt even do it on purpose ( Read more... )

im grounded..again.
i was suspended all week..again.

this fuckin sucks. 
i always get suspended right before finals.
&&& it sucks.

i almost left today anyway considering i missed alot of shit.
but i didnt.
my grandparents take advantage of me listening now.
now that i listen alot better than i used to they try to ground me all the fucking time.

tomorrow i ( Read more... )

this summer is gonna be sooo different than last summer..
&& the summer before that..i think?
i miss all the people i used to hang out with...
it was all of us last summer, and i think they are still all pretty much friends...
but im pretty sure jessi doesnt hang out with all of the boys like that really anymore, either
it kinda stopped with me after we ( Read more... )

maybe ill regret this later in life..
god i hope not.

well im stuck in the house all week, with being suspended..ppl talking shit at school..i have a bladder infection ++ my period. my grandparents arent very happy with me...&& i dont get to see really the only person i want to see.

& im not very happy with it..

when im mad or upset i take it out on ( Read more... )

today was a really bad day. 
i woke up this morning knowing it would be.

1st period was straight...
after that people just wanted to piss me off.
2nd period..
&& then 3rd.
the stupid girl thought i stole her ipod..&& started making stupid comments toward it.
i was being nice at first saying no i didnt take it ou wanna check my pockets?
she said no.
okay ( Read more... )

i just read an old friend's kinda old lj entry.
&& it kinda made me feel bad just because like right now ill start thinkin about like how come we never made up?
 but for some reason when i see her i really really dont like her. 
or when her name gets brought up around me it just pisses me off..
its kinda sad just because we were really good friends... ( Read more... )

i spent all wekend with my one & only wonderful sexy loving boyfriend.
:D
&& i loved it.
im so happy.

but i cant help to think about if//when it all comes crashing down.
of course it probably will sooner or later.
&& everything else in my life comes crashing down sooner or later..
just this one is what im dreading the most.

getting attached to another ( Read more... )

im sitting here eating a bunch of candy  knowing i shouldnt. 
i havent talked to my boyfriend since thursday...and its saturday.
&& i really wanna see him :-[

i really need to do something different tonight. get out of the house and get my mind off shit. 
im not in the mood for anything though..

ugh