I haven't written in this for like ever ( Read more... )

I decided to shut up about my bad mood and how my life is spinning out of control, b/c i'd hate to admitt it, but hahalindsay was right, i do this all the time. So I'm just going to wait, just for something to come, for someone to come that will be good for me, or ne thing like that. I'll let life takes its course once again ( Read more... )

someone help me b/c i can't do it myself ne more!! I DON"T KNOW WHAT TO DO. all of me hurts, i'm so empty. I just can't take it anymore!!

My whole life is spinning out of control..
I DESPISE ME!!

the shows went good i don't care ne more though!

ohhh boy what a stressful day ( Read more... )

Still sick ( Read more... )

I don't know if i have enough in me to do what i need to do to be me
I seriously don't know who friends are. I want to run away right now to be honest. I'm just sick of everything and just don't like life right now at all. I just am thinking about giving up on this all. Its all so shallow and not worth my time. I hate this all.. fuck it bye

Rock and roll girl come outside tonight ( Read more... )

I realized something huge about me, which basically makes me forget who i am. I'm so deathly afraid of rejection. I base my whole life trying to be this guy everyone likes, when no one likes it b/c they all can see i'm a fake. I seriously don't know how to be myself, its the hardest thing, so i try to put on this show and make sure people like me, ( Read more... )

Bright Lights and Bad Dreams got banned from the teen center

The crowd we had was crazy during the last song we played, this lady plowed through everyone and unpluggged everything and then threatened the drummer but the crowd and me kept chanting the words of the song. It was a great night.

Sam and I had our awsome sadam time. It was great, we ( Read more... )