you're right brittany, honesty blows

[underlyngpoetry]

a recruiter just called to remind me that i have no future without the armed forces. i was one "be all you can be" away from reminding him that he can suck my cock.

waitressing has made me so fucking two-faced, it's insane. i am a completely different person when dealing with customers: i'm polite, i crack lame jokes with old people, i'm pleasant

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[talaam]

Yeah that recruiter called me today and told me I did good on the test. Ive nothing against the forces, it just Bush, the war, and the regime that rules the world that has me not wantin to join.

As for your questions of a higher power, it doesnt really matter what you have faith in so long as you have faith.
If it all just confuses you you can do what I did and create an altar, a a shrine, to nothing and everything, all that exists, and all that is, the energy that flows through all, and perhaps try to meditate, clear your mind of all thoughts, every thought and ask the questions you have, addressed to no one, and you will probably see the answer inside of yourself.

but Im not tryin to tell you what to do, its just friendly advice.