My tears run down like razorblades ( Read more... )

I love falling asleep at 9:30 p.m. on the weekends.
It makes me feel so fucking cool.

Sitting while remembering our little quirks, except this time in near tears ( Read more... )

Ever since I tried making my problems go away, they have been shoved in my face repeatively. My parents took my phone, and keep it on.  They tried making me go live with my grandparents, but I couldn't do it. They have made it so that I really cannot talk to any of my friends. (enless they are mutual friends between my brother and I) This is ( Read more... )

The past few weeks have been fun, boring, exciting, and lame all at the same time.
We had a party for my brothers birthday, that was fun.
We had a party for my birthday, that was interesting.
My dad showed up, everyone ran.
Everyone came back, my dad bought us all subway, and then we partied some more.
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The past week I have felt like I am worthless.
I can't stop crying.
My eyes are swollen.

I worked out today, thinking it would make me feel better.
Definately not.

What the fuck is wrong with me.

Life is different, in a good way.
I finished my school year with a 4.0.
I work, at fucking pizza hut. 
I have an amazing boyfriend.
&& A really good group of friends.
I'm excited its summer, it will be a good one.

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart
our dreams, and they are made out of real things
like a shoebox of photographs
with sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart
Why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It' ( Read more... )

Well.

Spring break is over. Which is a bummer, but in reality, school is almost over. I cannot wait.
I spent a lot of time with Corey, Lauren, and saw a lot of people I haven't in awhile.

Right now I'm fostering six little kittens, they are adorable.

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It's funny how fast things can change.
I'm back to being the mother of the house.

But, on a good note, when I'm not taking my siblings somewhere, I can actually do other stuff. Thank God for spring break.