I think that I should try to sum up a little better how I am feeling at this moment. It is not so much what I feel everyday, because Lord knows that changes minute to minute. But sometimes I feel like I am pulled in opposite directions so badly that I fear I may rip in two. If this should occur, what would happen next? I would be left by the "good ( Read more... )

No no no no no ( Read more... )

"a touch is a blow ( Read more... )

i think that i may be drowning ( Read more... )

This is a really bad time for me. I am convinced that people think that being the way I am is fun for me. The was the blame comes shooting out of the gun at my face, you would think that people think that I behave this way on purpose. I don't. My husband says that even if my actions, emotions, outrages, etc...are subconscious that it still means ( Read more... )

there was a girl who had no control over anything in her life. She felt like she was constantly in movement, pulled from one side to the other..never having a say in which direction she traveled. This girl has a husband, of whom more will be written about later. She is a girl who lived in a nightmare. Diagnosed as Bipolar and BPD (Borderline ( Read more... )