i bought five bras, six pairs of panties, and condoms today.

bras: well, let's just say i believe that gravity is not something to fuck with. let it run its course. i hate bras and rarely rare them unless i absolutely have to. as a 36 B, i guess that's a little indecent.
so whilst browsing the department, my estrogen kicked in. "oooh! black and ( Read more... )

another post from another boring six hours of work.

friday night i worked up the courage to send him a text: "when do you leave tomorrow?" the reply came at 9:30 in the morning. "hey sorry i was asleep. 2:30"
my day was to be spent at bellwether, preparing to model at 7 for the fashion show. i replied "well i'm free until noon if you want to meet up ( Read more... )

it's been a while.
i thought i  would update, since i'm manning a coffee shop the morning after an ice/snow storm. which basically means i will be alone for the majority of my time here. i've been here since 6:30, and had only two customers in a two hour span.
on top of that, the music won't work. so i'm blasting my playlist off my mac book. ( Read more... )

i don't know what i did to deserve it, but i found the love of my lifetime ( Read more... )

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this past wednesday i went to the concert that i have been determined to see before i die: radiohead. it was more than i could ever imagine. and to my surprise, i found out the liars were opening, which astounded me ever more. this summer i shaping up the be the best - concert wise, at least ( Read more... )

I survived my sophomore year, somehow. it wasn't easy, that's for sure. i was mentally, physically, emotionally - all the of the above - drained. so many things left me in stupors. loss of jobs, loss of relationships, and all around unsureness of my own self ( Read more... )

so as my ipod of shuffling songs today while i was sitting outside and enjoying the 80 degree weather and burning some skin cells, it landed on a song that could encompass my feelings towards casanova (this is todd. i refuse to call him anything else from now on.) and his new gal pal. and what do you know, kimya dawson sings it ( Read more... )

it's so defeating to see someone pass you on the highway going mock 90 ( Read more... )

ever since childhood i've been plagued with a curious mind. i'm not saying this is unusual. but the things i think about sometimes bother me. do other people question such things? for example, i know that a bunny can see me approaching from his right, but wouldn't it be a mind fuck for him to see something approaching out of one eye and not in the ( Read more... )