wow. i turn 21 in 4 days ( Read more... )

 gaaaawd. what a weekend ( Read more... )

 enter in - zombie version of katie ( Read more... )

 turkish coffee and cigarettes.

yesterday was the first and probably last truly eventful day i've had all break.
- went to blue line and made a dent in bukowski shorts.
- picked up kevin and went to aroma's to visit kathleen.
- had a photoshoot with the mac. 50 photos and 2 videos later = great memories.
- went to amsterdam for lunch.
- bemis gallery to ( Read more... )

 part i: january - april ( Read more... )

lucky for me to think
this only happens one time
we got along more or less life's long
can't tell

i pick it up there
'cause i want it and i want it that bad
i need help with direction
leave it alone
dear
you see
it comes back
come back

we need like a song
but that's not all
we need like a friend
who won't push us around
party in the danger
licking off the way we ( Read more... )

  lately i've had recurring dreams. well, i guess themes in dreams is more precise. but there's always a scene where my hair catches fire and i roam around with a singed head of hear.
and the curious, symbolic girl that i am - i thought i would look up the interpretation of said happenings:

To see something burning, indicates that you are ( Read more... )

chris put this song on a mix for me in 2002. it still rings true... and i think it will through the next few new years to come.

Looking kind of anxious in your cross-armed stance
Like a bad tempered prom queen at a homecoming dance
And I claim I'm not excited with my life anymore
So I blame this town, this job, these friends, the truth is it's myself
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On my day off. I"m sitting outside of Blue Line on this 40 degree weather December day. Couldn't be happier.

Except for the fact that I've had a persistent yeast infection for the past two weeks. It's getting obnoxious. It's hard to feel attractive when you constantly have the urge to scratch your crotch.

I used my Target gift card yesterday. What on ( Read more... )

i've got three out of the six yeah of oh eight mixes done. and two crippled, cramped hands. even typing this is painful...

on the painful note, i went to get my second of three Gardasil shots today. i don't plan on ever injecting a drug up my arm, but if the event occurs, i predict it to be similar to that shot. a slow, painful burn all the way down ( Read more... )