This is a bit like happening upon a former incarceration of oneself. My dear friend's words, not mine. Incarceration of oneself. Is incarceration too severe of a word? Humility. Humility. Humility ( Read more... )

my life is so different now, and so much the same everyday that instead of pink, the scars are white and regular. i am an english major now, french minor. i work too much even though she thinks im lazy. i am always poor. i still can't go to the grocery store alone and there is a law and order marathon on today which normally would send me into deep ( Read more... )

today, two balls were hit to the row in front of me.
i feeel romantic

i want to go home, but i am home ( Read more... )

i feel chilly. i am also eating chilli, because its chilly. you see? logic. harlow is crawling about. i feel like harmonizing. that my sssssssssick guilt is so unwelcome blahc blach. i am worrying as the night progresses that my beans are not all in the pot ( Read more... )

which means tomorrow is a friday. i have had all my classes twice, and i am queered by the array of classroom situations i've gotten myself into. most days start with robert grunst with sarcasm and questions that are too complicated and unrelated to the particular class. lots of 'i really liked the imagery in this story..'. some snotty comments and ( Read more... )

there is something about whitby 201 that is a source of truth. perhaps it is the incredibly pregnant woman who sits resting her hand betwen her thumb and pointer finger, emitting truth and confidence out of her mouth like a waterfall. perhaps it is her collection of books that i want to read. perhaps it is because she told me today that she knew ( Read more... )

for the past 6 or so nights i have been afraid to go to bed without taking any sort of medicine because it is always the same. i am not sure if it is the internal panic attack sitting somewhere in the back of my throat, no doubt exacerbated by the thought of january 29th being but 5 days away, and all it will bring. hard truth. perhaps it is also ( Read more... )

it just occured to me that i have loved you since before ( Read more... )

well i'll be holidamned. these past two days did not suck as i had anticipated. i got things like this ( Read more... )