summer has been confiscated, like taking the spoon of ice cream out of my mouth right before it hits my tastebuds. today i wore three layers and it didnt seem to help. but there is reason to rejoice. there always is. i am getting a new cd player for my car (tonight), which will make daily commutes less bland, more distracting ( Read more... )

why the fuck is it friday ( Read more... )

my body is holding a relentless grudge on me for making it move while the sun had not yet risen this morning. to make matters worse, its wakeup rutine included sitting down, standing up, bending over, lifting things while my bangs poked tiny holes in my eyeballs that were hardly even open. fuck bangs ( Read more... )

sometimes you can be selfish ( Read more... )

long hair ( Read more... )

this morning i woke up at 3am, or perhaps i was just in a state of confusion as to whether i was awake or asleep and i kept flipping over and assuming the fetal position in an attempt to alliviate the more wretched lowerback/abdomenal cramps. the kind that paralyze me and make me nautious. so i took two asprin and laid down until i could feel each ( Read more... )

I have been having these really fucked up dreams lately ( Read more... )

last week i was at my moms office and asked her if she has any books i can take. above her desk there is always an entire shelf full of books that authors have submitted to the Loft for reviews, but some of them never even get read ( Read more... )

smells like a baby. she is warm and scratchy. her turds are beautiful and i think she is what i needed. less than a kitten, more than a mouse.

ferrets are long and slanky.
i love love love love

i am at a loss. i've been here before and i deserve a little more. i need something that hurts more than hunger