confused and starting to doubt everything...
very bummed...

cmnt*

i love u all muy muy mucho =/

Five people that I love who aren't family ( Read more... )

kiki boughte a new bmw. its black and convertable! its sooo cuteeee!!! so she was about to take me home saturday night and she was like, do you want to drive?! i was all, are you serious? but i accidentaly left my wallet at home so i didnt have my liscense =( bummmerrr right...oh well, she said i could drive it next time i come over =) yay! i love ( Read more... )

"You say you don't care anymore, so why is it every time we cross each other's paths you pretend like you don't care and try not to look at me? But while I'm being the best actress I could be by laughing hysterically at my friends jokes, I see you out of the corner of my eye staring at me. Is it because you miss me? Is it because you wish you could ( Read more... )

today was okay i guess

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings. So why love if losing love hurts so much? We love to know that we are not alone...

the game friday was fun, except there were some ppl that didnt show up. o well! i still had a good time ;)yay lakewood won! we totally kicked their butts! lol i didnt even rly watch most of the game ( Read more... )

And you dont wanna be here in the future so you say the present's just a pleasant interruption to the past. And you dont wanna look much closer cause you're afraid to find out all this hope you had sent into the sky by now had crashed. And it did...because of me ( Read more... )

im goooing to the game friiidaaay ( Read more... )

okay, i know this is a lot, but some of it i just really like. some of it just really fits. im doing pretty well. sometimes it really just hits me, but its fast and then its gone. i can live with this...im getting better at it every time, every day. i think maybe every time i see him it makes it a little easier, but im not really sure i can say ( Read more... )