once again, to continue with the trend of bad luck, i am getting foot surgery number two on the 20th. i had planned on staying in richmond, getting a job and such, but alas i will be home in vb all summer. being that i will have no use of one leg for a lengthy period of time, i expect frequent visits. if i have to live in virginia beach all summer ( Read more... )

this semester was great. fall was beautiful, i did well in school, hung out with amazing friends, lived in a cool ass city and started dating gerard. i think i'm going to break my record, because we plan on dating for a really long time ( Read more... )

hey old friends. how are you? i have bronchitis and two infected spider bites on my underarm, which have eaten away at the skin in the center and now resemble two black pits. i find this incredibly ironic, since i had a tonsilectomy to minimize illness and i got sick earlier in the season, than i did when i had tonsils. no matter, i am fine ( Read more... )

so my 20th birthday ended up being the worst day i have had in a long time. i spent the entire day in vb, being yelled at by my parents. too bad it wasn't anything we haven't fought about before and it wasn't about anything substantial that can be changed. they have this fixation with bringing up bad mistakes from the past and never letting me live ( Read more... )

wednesday: birthday/pool party ( Read more... )

how I wish, how I wish you were here. we're just two lost souls, swimming in a fish bowl, year
after year, running over the same old ground. what have we found? the same old fears. wish you were here.

mmmm family conflicts.

this summer has been a little bit of everything. i have hung out almost every single day, minus a few here and there due to work and surgery. i love my friends. i feel like this school year is going to be exceptional. i just can't wait for decorating my room in my big, nice house and i can't wait to go to class and not know anyone, but gradually ( Read more... )

painting my room put a finality to the whole house situation. it is my room and it is my house. i am so excited. i love getting older. i just wish people grew, as they got older. it seems that a lot of people stay in the same rut as they age and that allows no room for progress. i'm not saying i have come of age or anything, but it disappoints me ( Read more... )

i love talking with people i care about. i want to know everything about them and everything they think about and everything that they love and hate. i love listening to words and phrases and sentences that flow out of their mouths and into my ear. the spoken word is so amazing to me. i just love connecting to people and i feel so much closer to ( Read more... )