wow..i just reread my old shit and im so fucking depressing..no wonderr noone likes me....hahahaha

i got that guy i wanted though...he's mr perfect.....

but this time i mean it..i think..

i met a new guy and he's great...everything i've been lookin for....but because i'm still married my sister wont let me see him)he's her friend)

aargh..what am i gonna do?

I have a new crush..he's gorgeous,,,and a badass...but he has a girl...don't they all..lol

i think i'm in love....but it's a total secret

life sucks..need i say more....

i'm destined to live in hell and be unhappy forever....

sometimes i'm so in love..too bad he doesnt love me back..i'll get over it though...I always do

as far as the rest of the world goes...fuck them all...

if i didn't have to deal with bullshit from teachers, family, friends and my misbehaved children..I wouldn't think I was in my own life anymore....I would swear that somehow I got transported into a twilight zone..if there were just one day without chaos I would have a heart attck from shock ( Read more... )

I'm just old and i WEAR STRIPED SOCKS....but last night's goth festivities were a blast....ty to tricia..billy..betty..and amanda =) luv ya's

I wanted to create a journal to spew some magnificent pearls of wisdom about the insanity of the world and all the people in it..but.. I have realized I don't know a thing about anything..so I'll just spout some nonsense from time to time..and see if I can come up with anything good...