I'm exhausted. I never felt so sick before. My vision is blurry and I can't feel my skin. I have tripped over myself a few times, and lost a sense of balance or gravity. But I keep working, regardless. I have to work. I can't stop working, because the work doesn't stop coming. I need to stay afloat. I worked for this. I lived for this. I breathed ( Read more... )

It's no wonder a peacock never can fly with such a beautiful ornate, vast tail. It can stare at the sky but can never fly. That's how I sometimes feel ( Read more... )

The weather in San Jose has been gloomy and uncertain. There has been heavy showers and darker clouds. And my sunny disposition has suddenly come crashing down out of nowhere into oblivion, into a certain darkness I thought I escaped after the years ( Read more... )

Here are the following things I was GOING to write an entry each about, but I never quite made it to the computer ( Read more... )

I finally went to Foothill to sort out this whole Foothill's Chem 1C mess, because I was very deeperate. I waited in the most technologically deficient counseling office ever, where you sign in via....pencil and paper. God, De Anza spoils us much. So the whole situation baffled the British ambassador counselor and so she called the math dept's dean ( Read more... )

What's remarkable about human evolution is that when we were apes, we were very hairy. But somehow, natural selection and evolution made it possible for us to be fairly bare on our arms and legs (well, I've seen some people who defy that)...but our genetics makes our hair on our head grow extremely long, even if you're a guy. What genetic advantage ( Read more... )

"YOU. OUT. NOW!"- De Anza College Counselor

Good god. One of the most shameful moments in your life has got to be when a community college counselor kicks you out. I mean, college counselors have to be the most bored human beings on the planet; they're paid to listen to you gripe and give you advice. And this isn't personal rants and advice, ( Read more... )

So I'm still awake. And I'm updating again, because I am just bored and lonely and sleepless. I actually blame the Dead Milkmen. I have a song stuck in my head, so I decided to post the greatest. Lyrics. Ever.

Oh, and I hope this is a sign that I'll have enough of a life later to not blog this often. I HOPE.

Rod - Hey Jack, what's happenin'?
Joe ( Read more... )

Last night, I had yet another sleepless night. I don't know why I can't relax very much now. It's kind of ironic, because I felt more rested when I had the crazy and busy schedule and close to zip amount of sleep ( Read more... )

Huong said that recently, I lost a lot of object virginities. And yes, livejournal is one of them ( Read more... )