The hardest thing is letting go...

[unexpresedwords]

okay so my life for the past few weeks has been pretty much the same with the minor exception of mood changes and morning sickness... so I told my mom already... eh she's fine... she just tried to lecture me about how i knew better and all kinds of shit and she was being all drama queen but she's fine.. fuck everyone knows... it doesn't matter

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[nowmary]

awww ruby...i feel for you dear. i wish i could talk to you more and see how you are doing. i am sure you are fine...i can't believe what all has happened to you lately.

[unexpresedwords]

I can't believe it either... but I'll be fine... as long as I'm still breathing I'm fine... ya know...
<3
Ruby

[nowmary]

yeah its something you won't believe for a long time i am sure dear. how far along are you now? i totally know what you mean...as long as you still have breath then nothing can stop you.

[unexpresedwords]

I'm about two months... I don't know for sure I'm making a dr appoinment today... I'll know for sure by the end of the week..

[lies_xx]

ruby i love you....
im sorry i didnt go down there this weekend...but just shit with my mom that was going on that i couldnt evn stand to be in a car wtih her for an hour drive...im really really sorry and fo 'sho ill ask vince if he will take me to visit you...so ill give u a call when i talk to em bout that kay?

i love you sooo much♥

[unexpresedwords]

its all good.. I was just hoping to see you... just come see me soon... I love you more than I could ever express...
<3
Ruby